The "right" person!

Just saw this episode of Scrubs where JD has gone through another breakup. This time because of no fault of his own.

He ends the episode by saying that his right person is out there. But then I just do not believe in that. You got to make the person "right" instead of looking for the right person.

I still believe that.

Hmmmm.

Sometimes, I just don't get it why people behave the way they do. They pretend as if they do not know you. Or they had nothing to do with you in the first place.

Is it that easy to forget any relationship for that matter? Someone's got to teach me how to.

Senorita.

Just spoke to Senorita after a long, long time.. 2 years to be precise! But it still felt as though not a day had passed since our last conversation.

We have had a lot of things happen to us in these past 2 years and it felt good to talk about some of those stuff. Felt really good.

Welcome back, Senorita. And Thank You.

Alvida

Alvida, alvida, ab kehna aur kya,
Jab tune keh diya, Alvida.

Still in the Garden of Eden.

After all these years I see that I was mistaken about Eve in the beginning; it is better to live outside the Garden with her than inside it without her.
                                                                                 - Mark Twain

I don't know if I am going to realise this ever is true or not.

Feeling currently...

Been a week since it happened. Although it does not feel weird now.
Got my songs to get me through.

Just listening to the songs from Life in a metro, some from Delhii Heights and Laree Chooti.

Rishtey toh nahi rishton ki parchaayiyaan mile
yeh kaisi bheed hai bas yahaan tanhaayiyaan mile

Thoughts on a new morning.

The person's gone. All emotions taken.
I was awakened.
Free, free as a bird,
I am lightened.
Enlightened.

Why?

Why does it happen that when we are trying to run away from something it follows you and lands in your lap?

You end up taking it, well, because it came up to you and you did not follow it. You give it your everything to make sure nothing happens to it or yourself.

Then, when you least expect it, it just leaves you. For whatever reasons maybe.

Why does this have to happen?

Emotions of the Heart

I was wondering the other day.

Why is it that we feel emotions like sadness and love concentrated at the heart? Why is it not that we feel those emotions in our brains or some other parts of the body?

Happiness is felt throughout the body. Anger is concentrated at our head. But I have felt that sadness and love is only felt at the heart. Why?

My friend and I were trying to come up with our own reasons.

Theory 1:

The brain sends signals to the heart in case of all emotions but the heart tells the brain it can't handle the signals when the emotions are that of sadness or love. Hence, we feel something tugging at our hearts. Why don't we feel other emotions intensify at the heart?

Theory 2:

Why does the brain have to send signals to the heart when any emotion is concerned? A heart does not have the capability to feel or respond to an emotion. So why send it to the heart?


I have been trying to find the answer to the above questions for a few days now. My friend could not come up with anything. Neither could I.

Why at the heart?

The last 5 months in a gist!!

I guess this has been the longest break I have had from my blog. A lot and lot and lot of things have happened since then.

Quit my job.
Went home. Won't be going there atleast for a year.
Spending my last few days with friends before leaving.
Left for my new temporary home. At least for a year.
Met my buddies after a couple of years.
Playing "28" after a long time.
Got my first notebook.
Started university.
Adjusted to the new environment.
Hoped for May. To be sure it was to happen.
May came.
And she came, though "she" did not. But still.
Something came. Again. And again.
She went.
I realised. I called. No one answered.
Angered everyone. Realised later what was going on.
Still, locked it all up.
Spent time. Realised again it was not worth it.
Back to square one. Have to move on.

Man, I've been through a lot since the last time I was here :)