Well, after that "conversation", I am back to normal. B knows why.
Always does.

Again, am back here after I've been dealt with a few curve balls. My life has turned out for the better though. But then today I feel am back to those days. It pains. Hurts.

This time I know for sure am not alone but still...

Atleast, I know what I feel for. Don't know if I should.